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Love In The Parking Lot

     To the remarkable individual driving this Soccer-Tank,      I wanted to take a sincere and thoughtful moment to thank you for parking this behemoth on top of my tiny beat up old Civic, repeatedly, with an ever-encroaching shift, closer to my driver’s side door, day after day.       Thank you. From the bottom of my bruised shins, and the top of my sore clavicle.      The physical gymnastics required to climb into my car keep me in shape. You could hardly imagine. Dealing with the short, small bursts of childish anger it causes helps me keep my dharma practice in good shape as well.       I am truly blessed. From the lump on my forehead, to the bloodstain through my button up at my left elbow.      I imagine I could park elsewhere, but see - there you go - I am so stubborn and rude, (I’ve really had to reassess myself here) the thought enters my mind and – poof – I think, (occasionally aloud as I scrape myself across the wedge of open door) “Well! Why should I give up my spot so thi
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Dead and Buried

     She'd bury him after thirty seven years of marriage. The arguments were small, rarely knotted together. Alice has been twenty for a week when she married Fen. Looking back it seemed unlikely that anything akin to experience had produced such a fine fit. The relationship had started simply, continued simply, and now... well, this part was less simple.      There was little she could do about putting him in the yard properly, with a stone - so she had dug a small ditch, quietly in the cool June night, just behind the weeping cherry tree that marked the edge of their property. She worked quietly, methodically, soil out - stones to the side, soil out, stones to the side. All was quiet until she unhitched the hasp on the plywood box she’d screwed together in the garage.      The dog began to bark.       "Pickles! Pickles!" Alice gave the schnauzer a shove with a soiled garden sneaker. "He's dead! He won't play now! No, stop it!" She wept.      Fen f
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Bug-Dog

Karla played the cello in third grade. Oskar had a habit of wearing his socks on his arms, puppet style, one hand talking quietly to the other all day long. Karla touched  herself, and others, in inappropriate ways. She didn't know it. Nine years old, thick in the head, tall for her age and lanky ;  nothing made sense with her, inside or out.   Oskar was more available. Also nine, but strikingly different from Karla. He was tall but ungainly - thick in the waist, fat elbows, belt riding up high enough to cause suspicion. He smelled like pizza and his long black hair  hung down in front of his face in a weedy fashion, the ends shorn at odd angles. The two had been easy  and   separate  targets for the  other third - grade students. T he children   ruthlessly  cultivated   their newly - discovered  powers o f emotional and physical  abuse on the  two loners with  shrieking enthusiasm.  The boys tended to torment Oskar, the girls  focused on Karla. The  two rarely met ;  thei
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Bliss

“The chicken is dry,” said Harry. “The hose is out back,” snorted Mary, face down into her pillow. “Forty-five years, you still can't cook.” Mary scratched her head and pulled the blanket up over her ears. “I can choke to death on this.” “Harry, you shouldn't be eating in bed…” “Or what, Mary?” Mary rubbed her sleeping eyes open, and then suddenly, in that blinking instant, leapt from the bed to standing. “Harry?!” The frail woman leaned into the darkness, arms out. “Harry?” Silence filled the blackness. Mary slowly found the edge of the bed and brought herself down to rest upon it as delicately as possible. “If you’re eating in this bed, Harry, I don't care if you’re dead already - I'll kill you again,” she said, trembling. “And if you use the toilet, put the damned seat down. I'm used to it being down. You’re dead. I can have it down. And tomorrow, I'm gluing it down.” Harry waited until Mary was comfortable again, until her eyes wer
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Liars Anonymous

There were only two indications that the weekly  meeting o f  Liars Anonymous  was  convened  in the basement of the old church recreation room :   The  first was a  sign  that  said  “ L.A.”  in  bold  red letters on a  white backgr ound that hung on the  door over the basement entrance to the building. The second was the  handful of cars  lining the handicapped spots   in  the  otherwise barren  parking lot , each  sporting a less - than - believable  (or “questionable”)  blue and white tag  h anging from its rearview mirror .  Inside, the voices echoed  and the lies amplified themselves as if to beg for  recognition, forgiveness, and the  desire for cessation. A small circle of metal folding chairs ha d  been set  up  within the large room. The small group was a mix  of men and women ;  at a glance, a  seemingly random selection of  individuals snatched from any sidewalk at any time of day. Bill  and Betsy were well up to their necks in  squabble  as the others weakly tried
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